Do you ever just have hope for something that just doesn’t seem to come to pass no matter what you do? Well that’s the boat I am inn. I have to keep telling myself that God knows the desires of my heart–but then I also am ultimately desiring God’s will in the midst of it. What if my desire and His will do not line up? Then all I am doing is playing tug-o-war in the spirit realm and end up having a sick heart because of it…it’s a paradox.
12 Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
But when the desire comes, it is a tree of life.