You ever feel like that?? Completely shipwrecked–can’t ever go back–just stuck. Hopeless. Without life. Without void. Pretty bad, huh? But seriously, you ever feel like that? That’s about the speed that I am at right at this moment…completely shipwrecked and wondering why the heck am I here. What’s my purpose for being on this God-forsaken earth. Does He really give a rip?
You ever try to make yourself look really good to be liked by others? Well I’m raising my hand. Come on, you know you probably walk the walk, and talk the talk like everyone else. So why do we do stuff like that? What is so important about be liked anyway by others?
You ever feel like the mire gets higher and the sea becomes wider? That’s how I feel today. shipwrecked and hopeless… can’t hear Him. He’s been silent for months. So what’s the point anyway?
I hear the waves crashing up on the old battered wood of this corroding ship of life. But I got to get up early and put make up on my face and smile–put on a show for the world. Let them think what they want. I pretend that all is well and yet I am shipwrecked for life.
No scripture can change…it’s all just knowledge anyway…and knowledge corrodes this heart of mine.
numb, tired, despondent, hopeless…just a wave tossed upon the shore with no where else to go but disintegrate into the oblivion of the mass of sand that surrounds me.
a troubled soul, a cold spirit, and a fake smile–shipwrecked…that’s me